year of the rat......

second day of new year...a very quiet new year for me this yr....and not exactly a very good one too....faced quite a bit of awkwardness .....went to my father's side as usual...this yr was really bad...as my uncle just passed away, there was really tension in the house as they were not celebrating this yr....felt weird to be there...quite awkward...no talking..everyone was just trying to act as normal as possible but the atmosphere was really weird...sigh....then back at my mum's side..thought everything will be much better...but not really....ppl started asking me concerned questions of my darling...etc....i mean honestly i have been feeling vexed about his career, their questions have only made me feel worse...why can't they leave me alone....stop comparing him with someone else....i know he is quiet..he cant talk well ....so?