Making up my mind...

i made up my mind...decided to leave ke once and for all..with ssc's resignation, it sort of speeds up my decision to resign..i dun want to the last person around to just stay and clear the shit...the sch is really so shaky, with another staff's resignation i am expecting more withdrawals...sigh...wonders how long can this sch sustain on...however i dun want to be so negative...taking this as a learning experience..at least i did managed to get out on kl..if not i will still be in my safe little haven of shit...not daring to go out and try...i just pray that my next job will be better...i really appreciate all those ppl around me..i know i have been a pain since i started this job..think mummy is starting to notice that this job is taking a toll on me...my sis has been very encouraging too..always listening to my numerous complaints...i think she will get scared too when she goes out to work next time....all my frens, thank you for listening to my complaints and giving me lots of advices on my job.....i think without u gals i would have been very depressed....think i need to learn to trust my sixth sense....just the first week of my job i wanted to leave already...but then at that time got scolding from my mum for being too pampered and changing jobs at a drop of a hat...so forced myself to stay on...haaa..now back to sq one......and lastly, need to thank skushy too...he has been so accomodating and always listening to my complaints ...even when he himself is not going through very good times....thank you for ur extra hugs and for helping me to dry my hair with the hair dryer....lets work hard together ok...