Time to think

yesterday was clearing up my old stuff...went through my old autograph book and old diary...going through my autograph book made me smile....thought suddenly how simple our lives were during sec school....under the person's profile, there will be a dislike column where in general most of the people will put studying...school...exams......the more advanced people will put bitches or people who cheat on feelings.....even then at that time, bitches are limited to people who maybe have nicer bags....or people who diao us in school..or people who are extra close to the guys we like....very mild stuff.....then under the likes column, it seems like a must to put the owner of the autograph book's name under that column....or people who are slightly more advanced in the dating game or sort of will put this phrase 'u know who lah' under that.....but never the guy's full name...perhaps nicknames......looking back, people were much simpler then...what happen to us now??...i used to think that i will never want to go back to my sec school days but now i want to.....things were simpler then....i used to talk past my crushee's class many times a day just to catch a glimpse of him...then i will feel very excited or happy....now when i see him on friendster, i think why did i ever like him?....he looks like an old man now....then looking back at my poly days...the things that bother me seem very stupid.....if this was to happen to me now, i dun think i will be so passive like last time and take everything in....esp with jimmy's case....thinking back it was so silly....both of us thought too much and worry too much then....now that both of us are still very close friends and we each have our own partners, we still joke and laugh abt how silly we were then...then we will tok abt what happen if we got together then....luckily daddy does not read my blog..if not he will kill me.....life is really funny....the things that were impt then seem stupid now....perhaps all of us shd slow down a little in our journey of life and take things easier....after all, ten years down the road when we looked back, perhaps our worries now will seem very silly and dumb.....would i have changed anything i done in the past..the answer is yes....but life is abt moving forward plus i cant turn back the hands of time so i will have to live with my mistakes or whatever shit i have done previously...perhaps when i am sixty or seventy, i will read my autograph book again or this blog entry and think, winnie u are stupid....history repeats itself....