I realised something todae!

realised something...i am not cut out for a tai tai...remember ching u told me to really relax and do the things i really like during this break of mine....i tried to...just slack ard...watching tv...sleeping later and watch late shows etc....take naps in the afternoons etc...i ended up not being able to sleep at night due to the afternoon naps and then i wake up in the morning sleepy and grouchy and tired...and then the cycle repeats because i am so tired, i take naps in the afternoons again and then i cant sleep at night...haaaa...so the verdict is....i have a lousy life....i cant relax and do nothing....haaaa...i will literally work till i die...haaa...oh man....my sis is laughing at me...she has been slacking ard for 3 mths with no problem....i feel like this is good life...not doing anything and yet i do feel guilty from time to time...well, better enjoy myself....2 weeks before i start work...nervous!!