thinking mood again

am in a thinking mood todae...a lot of incidents that happen todae made me think really hard and reflect on my inner thoughts...firstly a message from stardust this morning...very shocking and made me realised that human beings are really scary....u can never know what a person is thinking abt inside and how ppl can change over time...u can only hope that they will change for the better..second thing that made me think was this phone call from my ex neighbour..she is also in this line and guess what she has just signed a contract with this school nearby...quite famous sch..shall not mention the name ...anyway it was a ridiculous contract...she will be bonded to end of dec 2009 and on top of that, she will need to pay three month's salary shd she leave the job earlier....it is a really unfair contract...makes me think what kind of stupid sch that sch is...and made me feel how old i really am.....my neighbour just signed the contract because she is new in this line and so she thinks since this is just a famous sch, this kind of contract is the norm...makes me feel really old and matured when i told her that this contract is bullshit....was discussing abt tis news with my mum....brought up my ke's experience....even though it was a short stint but i have certainly learn a lot from it....even though it is not pleasant, i am glad that i went through this process and learnt something...i think i have grown up and learnt to see things from a very different angle....i hope stardust will also feel the same way as i do...even though it is an unpleasant experience, but u will learn to see things from different angles and realised at the end of the day that it is not so bad after all....life moves on so we shd always look forward and not backwards...even though my future scares me because i will be officially off work mid july but i wont be scared anymore.....just take one step at a time and leave it to fate because i really believe that everything in life is fated.....god has his plans for u, it will just unfold slowly with time...no point worrying abt things u have no control over....