Weekends are finally here.......and they are also gone

i have been waiting for the weekends for ages...somehow i dun know why, this week seem to pass very slowly.....my kong is still in hospital....the longer he stays, the more problems they will find on him....everyday it is always the same thing, they will say maybe tomolo he can be discharged, then the next day they will find something wrong with him....everyday different problems will surface....seriously it is exhausting to visit him everyday esp when work is stressful.....i only feel that the rest of my family is feeling the toil too...my sis is sick already, probably due to exhaustion from travelling to he hospital and school...my elder sis is not coming as often as last time because she has to work ot...my grandma used to come at noon everyday to the hospital..now she comes at 3 plus.....can tell that this visiting kong at hospital is getting to everyone of us at home....sigh...been really praying to god everyday to help my kong go home.....he being at home will be the most ideal situation for all of us....received a call from du last fri..got another lobang for me....not sure if i shd try......honestly i feel the workload at psbyp is a lot....in fact i would say it is more than most centres will have....summary sheet every week, photos everyday and have to be emailed to parents weekly, weekly activity plan to parents everyweek..on top of that there are our usual lps lcs etc......i am not sure if this is envt that i want to stay in not only in terms of workload but also distance and ppl...there are too many things running through my mind now...i dun know which to focus on......there are a million things requiring my attention, i dun know which one i shd deal first...i feel so lost...somehow i wish all these will go away..leave me alone to think and deal with one matter at a time.....sigh