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not much updates on my life recently...have been boggled down with family matters...kong is not getting any better....one day he will seem more alert..another day will be like being unconscious...his speech has deteriorated so much..u can hardly hear what he says now...i stayed overnight with him last friday...it was terrible...i could not even sleep a wink because he was so noisy the whole night....he kept on talking and screaming in his sleep...seemed to be plagued with bad nightmares...quite scary..i am sure everyone knows that hospitals are very "dirty" places.....a lot of ppl die there....in these few weeks that i have been there, i have already seen a few patients being pushed to the mortuary...anyway, i am sick now..think it is because i have been pushing myself too hard recently...guess i will have to stay away from the hospital these 2 days if not i might spread some germs to kong kong...i need to hang on there...a longer road is ahead of me...