my kong...

been an emotional monday and tuesday.....doctor spoke to us basically...told us not to harbour too much hope...basically my kong's time is up..that is nothing much the doctors can do....he is just old and that is why his heart is very weak now due to old age..so told us to be mentally prepared that he may go any time....was very shocked to hear this piece of news...for most of u who know, my kong has been in and out of hospital these past 1 yr...but it has never been as serious as now....feel really lost really...dun know what to do.....i cant believe what we all are just doing is to sit and wait and do nothing till kong breathes his last breath....i know the doctors cant do much but isn't it a little cruel to do that to an old man???...was discussing things with my sis..i guess what we can only do now is to spend as much time as possible with him...coz u never know which day could be his last day.....i just feel it is just such a painful process to see someone dear to me growing weaker every single day....i know dying is a natural process in life but i cant accept it....this sat is my kong's birthday..dun know if he can pull through to then....but even if he gets through his birthday, so what??...he is living on borrowed time.....i will just spend as much time as possible with him so that i dun have any regrets in the future...that is all i can do at the moment