feeling sad again

suddenly thought of my kong on the way home from work again....feel so sad...somehow the thought that he is not around anymore makes me feel very upset again...i thought i am healing...guess not really...hopefully time will help me heal the wound...ma ma has not been feeling too well....sis brought her to see the doctor todae...luckily they said she is fine..just that probably she over exerted herself...thank goodness...if anything happens to my grandma now, i think i will die man....we have just settled kong kong only...anyway something disgusting happened in school todae...one of a new parent came to register and we found that that mother was the second wife...she broke up a very happy family and now she has set up a family with the guy instead...was very disgusted to hear that such stupid woman do exist...we were gossiping among ourselves when i commented that there will be retribution for such ppl...then my colleague...a non singaporean said that she dun believe in retribution..then when i said retribution may happen not immediately...could be 1 yr later...10 yrs later...20 yrs later etc..but it will happen because u have done a bad thing..then she commented that she does not care abt retribution as long she can 'enjoy' now...isn't it scary..to have ppl who think like that...no wonder there are so many third parties.....ppl who dun care two hoots abt the consequences...terrible.....u guys shd know the nationality of that colleague then..