some thoughts ..

been hell of a week in sch...monday was utterly terrible...boss was a total asshole....tuesday she decided to be nice to us...todae she did not come...wonders what mood she will be in tomolo....had a long tok with my p todae..she was advising me to look at the bigger picture and said that i ma made for bigger things...on one hand, i feel flattered of course...everyone wants to feel that they are made for bigger things but on the other hand, what happens if in reality, i am really not made for anything??...oh well, shall not think too much now or worry too much...will leave things to fate...when i am ready for greater challenges, i will naturally go and seek a new door...anyway i dreamt of my kong kong last night...he appeared to be very happy in my dreams and very healthy....he was eating very well....dun know what true this is...but when i woke up from my dream, i felt very sad and wanted to cry but i said this in my heart..kong kong, i wont cry because u came to tell me that u are ok and that u are very happy...so i wont cry....after i said that in my heart, i felt better immediately..perhaps kong kong was ard so he made me feel better....kong kong if u can hear me..help me ok