i am going to reach my 300th post

yes i can't believe that it has been so long and i have writing so much nonsense on my blog...300th post!...monday sort of marks the end of lfl..been there for nearly a yr...dun feel like it at all...still feels like a new sch to me and that i have not been there for a long time but it has been one yr....despite all that has happened, i still have very mixed feelings of that place....the politics scares me and i am terrified when i see how parents, teachers and my boss can work together to create so much problems..but on the other hand, i really miss the children...esp my baby....i am really very close to baby...very sad that i wont be able to see him everyday anymore...sigh..but i guess this is life...we all have to move on...i think i learnt a lot from lfl...i have really learnt to hold my tongue and not trust anyone..everyone has their own agenda and is making use of each other...it is really like a drama serial...nice to watch , good entertainment but horrible if u are in it...i hope that in my new place, i will learn to open my eyes bigger and close my mouth tighter..i guess i am still too trusting and think that ppl in this line can't be that bad but of course i am wrong...like what ppl say, experience is the school of hard knocks....how aptly put...as i move on to my next phrase of life, i pray that God will bless my new sch...really hope it will be a happy place for me...i also hope that my wedding will turn out fine and i will be happy with daddy forever...perhaps the most important thing in life is to learn to be contented with what u have presently and not take life so seriously...i must try to learn to be like that....my birthday is coming hopefully there will be a nice surprise for me....daddy has been very hush hush abt it which could mean either 2 things...A: he has a surprise for me and he is really good at keeping me in suspense or B: he has no surprise for me and he is really good at keeping me in suspense...hmmm...probably B will happen...haa..anyway daddy's birthday surprise went fairly well..the cake was great..thanks mx for that lovely suggestion...unfortunately daddy is really smart..he was sort of expecting it already..guess next yr must have even more a devious plan..hehehehe