the day i cried

yes i did...came home from work today...as usual daddy very kindly picked me up from office to send me home...when i reached home, i saw my mil sweeping the floor only...first thought: darn! she must have worked late again...which means i need to mop the floor....turned my head and saw a pile of clothes on the sofa..went straight to the room to put down my bag before proceeding out to start folding the clothes...shortly after daddy changed his clothes, he also came out to help me with the folding of the clothes....i was silently fuming inside because my bro in law was at home today the whole day (he wasn't working) and yet he did not help out at all..in stead the ppl who are working have to work ot at home...after finishing with the folding of the clothes, i proceeded to mop the floor...daddy offered to do the mopping but i told him to rest coz he had duty later that evening and would be tired...then i saw something that pissed me off further...the bro in law decided that after resting one whole day at home was feeling so tired that he had to take a nap at 6.30 pm...i was like bloody fuck...u bloody fucking did not work today and yet u are so tired?...well to cut a long story short, i finished with the mopping and went on with my usual getting of clothes to shower..that is when my tears started rolling down my cheeks silently....daddy was alarmed to see me cry..immediately he came to me and ask what happened...of course i shook my head...how could i tell him that i was angry with his lazy slacker brother who does nothing but sleep, eat and play computer games???...i mean even before i was married, i knew his bro was the little prince in the house...everyone sayang him like crazy...the greatest punishment i can think for the slacker is to put him in my own house for a week...let him suffer with my mum...my mum is the kind who dun care if u just worked 12 hrs straight...u jolly well do ur set of chores....no one is going to help u...my mum will probably pull out the bro's balls coz he is sooooo lazy.....arghh...anyway back to the story, i just stood down and cried....daddy looked positively distressed abt my crying..he kept on asking is it my mil bully me? did my mil scold me? did she say something to upset me? then he wanted to confront his mum and scold her for making me cry (he will do it!!) i quickly grabbed his hand and told him it is not mil...then he asked if it was the slacker...he wanted to go over and scold his bro too (he will do it!)..but i just shook my head..then finally he asked me in a timid voice,"is it me? i made u angry?"...i wanted to laugh and cry at the same time...i told him no anyway...he just hugged me while i cried for a while...then he had to leave for duty...he left later and was late for duty coz he wanted to sit with me during dinner (i ate last coz i wanted to shower first)...throughout the whole episode daddy kept asking me what happened and that i shd tell him coz he is my husband and he will protect me...how am i going to endure this? when he comes home from his duty, he will definitely grill me again to find out what happened...sigh...most ppl will have problems with their mil and i have problems with my bro in law...willyn and i have agreed to call him the nickname a sack of rice...coz he has no hands and legs to do anything..bloody lazy bastard...no one will marry such a lazy pig k...anyway i heard from daddy that my mil is scared of me instead...she is trying her best to please me if not she will get it from her son (daddy)...no wonder she keeps offering to do things for me...shdn't it be the other way round? anyway i have been really good too....i help with so much housework...sigh...still feeling upset...i am not the sort who will shout at the sack of rice to tell him to move his butt ..guess i will be poor girl who does the work, then sit by the oven and cry.....i am a loser...
(haaa...daddy just called me from duty to check if i am still sad)