updates

wow! my last post was in March...honestly there are too many things going on in my life that i really have neither the time nor the energy to blog about it...perhaps i am growing older....blogging seems to be something for the young....or perhaps it is because after my ipad, i have become too lazy to switch on my laptop to do stuff at home....or perhaps after a long day at work, i refuse to switch on the computer and look at the screen again....haaa...lazy lah here is the summary of what happened in 6 mths work: definitely way more hectic....it does not help that as the workload gets crazier, the ppl too get crazier....loads of office politics going on these days....trying ways to stay out and work around it...it is tiring and it makes the days at work even more exhausting..but i guess this is something we all cant run away from...politics are everywhere....despite everything i am still grateful for a handful bunch of ppl who i stay with....we help to motivate each other, gossip abt stuff and basically stay sane when ppl are acting out dramas around us...well i am looking to my year end work review to see how my increment and bonus go...hopefully it will be good considering the enrollment is good this year home:good news..i am going to get my flat soon...but i must say it is mixed feelings sometimes...i mean i hate staying with my mil but at the same time, it seems such a huge responsibility to be in charged of an entire house now....it also means that i wont have dinner ready when i come home.. with the arrival of amber in the family, there has been ups and downs...i must say that i keep heading to the baby section these days to buy things for amber but sometimes i do feel taken for granted...like for example when ppl comment that my gift is not good enough or not atas enough.....but seeing amber really opens up my eyes to having a kid..i see my sis changing from a lazy and dirty girl to being a concerned and meticulous mother...and the costs involved!! the time and effort!! the lack of sleep!!....haaa...scary but this is something i would want to try when my house is ready.....keeping my fingers crossed..i do feel that daddy and me and now stable in our relationship as husband and wife and is ready to move on to father and mother.....