it is a cycle that goes round and round

...was in a bored mood todae...so took the chance to read up my old blog entires..even those from xanga...let me see..wow, they are at least 4 yrs worth of entries...haaa..realised that after reading them, the same thing keep popping up...life really goes in a cycle....the things that i was complaining three yrs ago are the same things i am complaining now....the lack of money..the lack of career prospects...dun know what to do in the future etc...the same thing keeps popping out...complaints abt work/ colleagues etc...the same thing keeps popping out....it is kind of funny now when u really have the time to sit down and reflect...has time made u a better and more mature person?...for my case, the answer is no i guess....or rather human beings are never contented with life...when u have an egg, u will wish u had two...when u get two eggs, u will say it is still not enough and u need 3...and the list goes on...even if one day when finally u get 3 trillion eggs, human beings will still complain that it is not enough and want even more....when will we ever sit down and say that we are finally contented with what we have?....i remember reading this before, we shd always count my blessings...we do that but we only say if only we had more, then there will be even more blessings to count...then after that, we start complaining how stressed out we are because we need to even work harder to get more blessings to count...dun we create our own problems...thought provoking huh?...at least to myself......maybe i shd be a philosopher...then everyday i will only need to sit at a beach and sprout words of nonsense and every time when i say something clever, ppl ard me will gasp and clap their hands.....haaa...that sounds like a good job...wonder if i will get paid for doing this...haaaa