Bad Vs Bad

some random thoughts for the day...spoke to my ex colleague just now...seems like my ex place is having a major crisis....shortage of teachers...sudden resignation of staff....internal conflicts between staff etc...now then k turned back and say that i was too nice last time to the staff so now when the new senior teacher is in, no one can accept her ways...even though i have only left my ex place for 2 mths but so many things has happen...made me really glad that i am not there to witness everything and be involved in it....i can imagine how shitty it is now over there...back to my current place...honestly, everyday i dun know what i am there for..i just move ard aimlessly and settle things at a slow snail pace coz if i do too fast, i will be too bored with nothing to do....i even have time to rearrange the children registration forms...the whole place is in a mess and no one is motivated to move and do something abt it..morale seems very low in sch...perhaps it is because we are the ghost sch....our boss hardly comes to see us...even when she comes, she zaps out of the place so fast....that is why everyone in sch is doing their own stuff....running their own programs...basically i left one hectic hell hole to now a super slack hell hole.....haaa...it is so weird really...daddy tells me i shd be happy coz in this new sch, they are paying me to slack ard...but somehow it just feels wrong...i want to do something..but what? no one is even moving an inch....and i dun blame them...no one is pushing them to do even better..boss does not bother nor give any support..in fact, she encourages the teachers to slack...told me not to stress them out and go easy on them...i dun know what to do really....i dun want to work in a super hectic place but either do i want to work in a place where everyone is just in their own world....no wonder during the interview, my boss mentioned that she knows from my standard she wont be able to keep me for long because KE is just too small for me...shd i take it positively?