back to school

back to school tomorrow after a super long break for me...this chinese new yr is really weird..it is just funny when u dun see kong kong around in the house....kong has been gone for a week already..time really flies...i am just more worried about ma ma...she has been very quiet...guess she is still grieving inside..what is worse is that the maid has spoken to mummy that she wants to stop working...guess she knows that with kong's departure, she is not really needed...just hoping that the maid will stay with mama a little longer if not she will experience the loss of 2 people in the house...sigh....i am feeling down myself...sometimes even when i am out shopping with daddy, suddenly i will get reminded to kong kong and i will feel like crying.....hope that this is the process of healing.....