my daddy is going away

and what a bad time it is....at this point of time, i really hate to be alone with no support...he will be going away to myanmar on a business trip..myanmar is a country which is quite backwards...no international roaming is allowed and internet connection over there is very remote and expensive...which means during the period of time when daddy is there, he is uncontactable...damn it..that means i am literally on my own..i thought if he could still auto roam, at least he can still call me at night and go on msn...turns out that it is impossible....sigh...i am just going to be so lonely these few days.....it will almost be like he is dead....