my kong is gone...

received a missed call on my phone at 12.30 noon todae...from my sis...my kong kong has passed away..my hands were shaking.....i went to tell my principal that i have to go immediately...that is when i broke down and cry...rushed down to the hospital...saw kong for the last time......my uncle was with him when he went, and said kong went peacefully....no struggling for breath...just stop breathing slowly....i cried again when i saw kong kong....his body was so cold.....i just cannot believe it that my kong is gone forever..i want him to wake up and tok to me...i want him to hold my hand..i want him to look grouchy when we tease him...but he is no longer ard....i cried again when the undertaker brought the body back in a coffin...he looked so different....the make up made him look so different..and this is the first time i saw my grandma cry..mama has always been very strong...but when she saw the coffin, she cried.....even though i am very sad that kong kong has left us but i am glad that god gave us time to spend more time with kong..even though i fell sick, i am glad that i did my duty as a granddaughter and stayed overnight with kong at the hospital....kong kong wherever u are, always remember we all love u very much and we will take care of ourselves and ma ma...i will always remember u till the day i die....we love u