day 2

i am holding up well...less teary today..hell, i have not shed a single tear today..i am ready to fight the world alone...called him at the hotel last night...he sounded very sad...quite lonely over there...we spoke for nearly half an hour on my phone (hell, my phone bill will kill me man)...which was very surprising...usually he would say, dun talk to long or else phone bill expensive....yesterday he did not even stop talking to me...he probably feels lonely...well, seven more days to go....todae i am getting paid from boss...hurray! time for christmas shopping...