Today is already Thursday

monday will come by so soon...then i will be alone for 9 days...i must be brave...funny how ppl can grow dependent on others...for the first time ever, i feel like a wife...it is so different when he was away in feb..that time i was only a gf...the feeling is different...now as a wife, the emotions inside are really different...i am more worried whether he will be ok alone..will he be eating well? will he be safe?...weird..i cant explain this myself too....to cheer myself up, i am going to buy more benefit products....going to get high beam to cheer myself up...