watching my diet is never fun

stupid stupid..now everyday i have to watch my water intake..i feel so thirsty and yet i cant over drink....i realised one thing, the minute i start gulping down water then my stomach will expand and i will be super bloated so now i can only sip water..and also means no more potato chips and salty items or i will feel thirsty and start gulping down water....but at least my water retention is improving once i watch my water intake...on sat, daddy bought me cordyceps pills...those are really costly but is suppose to improve my weak kidneys and poor blood circulation...daddy kindly said he will buy these pills for me next time and he is now religiously watching me to make sure that i will take them every time....he has been so kind to me recently especially now when i am sick..every morning and evening, he will press a finger on my arm or thigh to check my water retention....lunch time there will be a call from him to check on what i am eating and drinking...even though daddy does things to irritate the shit out of me (aka farting while sleeping at night)but so far he has been nice to me...i shall be a really good girl and watch my diet then for his sake..