career woes...

been a very busy wednesday....firstly after work, i went for my facial..it is my last facial before my lasik...after lasik, i wont be able to go for facials for at least a mth or 2....oh dear..think my face will be in terrible shape by then...anyway i love facials..it is always very relaxing and u get to rant abt things with kelly...haaa...kelly is abt my age so during facials, we will have lots of things to chat abt and rant abt....nice to have an outlet sometimes....haaaa....after facial, went to meet mx....together we had katong laksa..yum...and then followed by some silly shopping at parkway...bought like thousands of crazy masks..and then followed by the tidbits shop...shit man...haaa...spent way too much....thought was having money by having a cheap dinner...ended up buying too many nonsense...haaa...anyway had a really good time ranting abt work and the way things operate at ke...most importantly, i think both of us are having some quarter life crisis where we are quite undecided on what our future will be....will we still be in the ech field?...not very sure u know....partially because this field dun pay very much and the prospects are pretty limited...however, we both still enjoy being with the children....so we are really back to sq one..is it doing what we like or doing what that earns.......passion vs money...i wish there was someone who can push me a little in the right direction...just floating ard aimlessly...